*:*:*:*:A TEST FOR ALL OF US:*:*:*:*

I thought i would ask each and everyone of you to try this out for a couple of days!!! Maybe even for a week.... O.K, here i go and spill out the beans to what i am about to ask all of you to do. I would like to see if we all can write about positive things for just a little while!!! I know you are thinking that i must be nuts, but i was feeling that most of us seem to have sad things going on in our lives right now.....So i thought maybe if we tried to write about happy things, it would make all of us feel better about ourselves!!!! And for one another.((CHEERS))..... For example, you can write about your dogs silliness, or cats, or just something that might even happen to you that was funny..Or just share something that another friend shared with you, and that you thought it was a cool thing what you have just heard..... Of course if something really bad happens, then i would want everyone to post it because we still need to keep the prayers going!!!!! ((THAT IS A MUST))....... In the mean time, do all of you think you would like to give this a try????? I just want you to keep in mind, that by doing this, this doesn't mean we are forgetting about all of our problems. Because they will always be in our thoughts at all times.... I just feel that all of us could use some good laughing and lots of smiles for our SOULS...... I would like to share something with you right now! We have three little dogs that are very spoiled and loved very much. Their names are ROLLIE POLLIE, ZIPPO & LILLI BELLE. Rollie 8yrs, Zippo 2yrs and Lilli is 8 months old..... When we go to bed every night we have to pick up Rollie to put him on the bed. And yes, they sleep with us every night!!! Anyway, Rollie is to fat to jump up onto the bed. Lilly is trying, but has not accomplished it yet. She will though. Now for Zippo, no problem for him to get on the bed. Here comes our routine now, Rollie lays about the middle of the bed, on top of the covers. Lilli goes back and forth from my pillow to my husbands pillow until she wears her self out.... Then she flops down where ever she wants to, that could be right on my head,((GIGGLES)). Of course that is not cool with me to have her butt right in my face!!! So then i have to push her somewhere else, like between our pillows. She likes to be close to our heads. Now Rollie is happy and Lilli is happy. 2 down 1 to go still. Now we have Zippo, just when i think that i might have a night without him sleeping right next to my belly under the covers, watch out. Here he comes from my husbands side of the bed staring at me right in my face.... I say, What Zippo, i thought you didn't want to sleep next to me?? Here comes the PAW!!! Pawing at my face and neck, that is to let me know that i am supposed to lift up the covers so he can get in and snuggle up by my belly.....At least my belly stays warm all night.(Giggles)... Anyway, i have to do the work for him...Why can't he be like all of the other dogs and use his nose to lift up the covers himself??? SPOILED I SAY....So every night this is what my husband and i go through. Fat Rollie content with being in the middle, Lilli back & forth by our heads. And Zippo with the PAW thing. We must really love our dogs to go through this routine every night!!! ((SMILES & CHEERS I SAY))....... Well i hope you all enjoyed my little story about our little lovable dogs? I could go on and on about our dogs, like going to the bathroom! Do you think we could ever go in private? NO, They will keep scratching at the door until i let them in.. THEN I HAVE SIX LITTLE EYES STARING AT ME OR TRYING TO PLAY WITH ME WHILE I AM TRYING TO TAKE CARE OF BUSINESS!!! (( This is silly i say, but i do love them...)) Time for me to go now, i hope i am not being to pushy with all of you!!!! HUG & BLESSINGS SENT TO ALL OF YOU>>>>>>>> Love,Stacy

((( A CHILDS CRY )))

TIME AFTER TIME, DIME AFTER DIME. MY SON HAS NO TIME, ALL HE WANTS IS MORE DIMES...... IF HE ONLY KNEW HE WOULD BE RUNNING OUT OF TIME...... CAUSE YOU CAN ONLY TAKE ADVANTAGED OF PEOPLE FOR SO LONG..... AND THATS WHEN THEY SAY SCOOT ALONG!!!! SOON THERE WILL BE NO ONE THERE FOR HIM..... THATS WHEN HE WILL REALIZE HE DID THIS TO HIM...... MAYBE THEN HE WILL SEE THE LIGHT, CAUSE I KNOW SOMEDAY HE MIGHT..... HOW LONG I DO NOT KNOW, BUT ONLY HE CAN ASK THAT THOUGH!!!! Well i decided to give it another try, and you know something, I had a ball doing it.. This is getting easier and easier....... Hope you guys enjoyed reading this one, maybe next time i will write something on my husband and i?? That would be a fun one.... *:*:*:HUGS & BLESSINGS TO ALL OF YOU:*:*:*

((( WONDERING THOUGHTS)))

As i sit my brain starts to think Thoughts twirl inside my head Until i can no longer think..... I decide to move around to Find myself lost in confusion I then wonder and start to Have illusions....... By now my heart is beating Faster, Oh dear here goes My thoughts, good thoughts I hope....... But find myself wanting to Drop, but i pull myself Together and tell myself Nope........ Thats when i know there Is (( HOPE ))......... Well i hope you guys have enjoyed this little poem.... Thought i would give it a try since i have enjoyed Reading so many poems from others!!!! HUGS AND BLESSINGS TO YOU ALL*.*.*.*.

Believing In Faith!!

I am writing to let all of my blog readers know that i have learned something very new about my son. First i need to let you guys know that my son was placed as a 51/50 Wednesday the 25th of June. He had gone down south to spend a couple of day with his aunt. During his stay, his aunt found drugs and on top of it, he had stoled money from her. As they were on the way home, my son decided to take a knife to his throat. Which really scared my sister!! Thats when she texed my cell phone and told me to have the cops waiting with me. So when my sister finally showed up, my son got into my car, thats when the cops came around the corner and they had my son step out of my car and they proceeded to put hand cuffs on him. Of course i started to cry. But i knew my sister was only trying to help my son. So off he went with tears and very afraid look on his face. Well now i go to the hospital the next day. they released him and advised me to seek more help for him. I decided to take him to a drug abuse recovery center the next day. The doctor had my son answer all kinds of questions, and i told him to be honest answering them. Well he did, only because i was in the room with him. After we were all done, the Dr. ask me why my son was taking anti-depression pills. Because he is very depressed and suicidal . Thats when he tells me that my son has the classic signs of Bi-Polar!!! And he said that if my son keeps on taking the anti-depression pills he will end up dead. Now i have always knew that the pills weren't working right, but had no idea it was making him more suicidal. (WHAT A WAKE UP CALL). So now thats why i say Believing In Faith really does work. It was just a matter of time to get the right help for my son. Now i have a lot of learning to do, and to be more understanding for my son. I think back when he was younger. He has always been like this, very unhappy. Or should i say Jeckal and Hide..... Well now i have shared this with all of you. I am looking forward to a kinder and loving son again. I know its not going to happen over night, but i should start seeing some changes in about three weeks. Thank you all for your prayers!!!! Maybe now i can start writing about other stuff. Yeah-Yippie!!!! God Bless Everyone, And thank you again.... Take Care Now!

Mom's Heart Goes Out For Her Son!!!!

I have been thinking about every thing that my son has been doing lately. Just when i thought that he was coming around, staying out of trouble, being more respectful towards me and everybody around him. BOOM!!!! He made a big bang again, caught him with drugs, lying and steeling money from us. So when i say my heart goes out for my son, its because i am at the point to where he will no longer be living with me. Thats not what i want, but he keeps continuing doing the same stuff. I have been seeking help for him, but its taking longer then i have hoped. For the last year, my son has been going doctors and doing home school plus seeing a psychiatry! He is taking anti-depression pills. I don't think that they are the right ones for him. I've told that to the doctor, but he just keeps increasing it. I'm very sad for my son. I'm afraid hes going to end up dead or go to jail. He is only 14 years old,but very tall 6 feet and acts like hes going on 20.... When i try to confront him about these issues, he threatens to burn our house down or hes going to kill himself or harm somebody else, etc. Then i attend to back down some because i really do feel he's going to do one or the other. Believe me, I've tried before and i got hurt. I am waiting for the school board to help me with putting my son in a boarding school. But its taking to long. So what am i suppose to do in the mean time? I have already called the cops on him, this last time they took him to the hospital and placed him as a 51/50. He lucked out and didn't have to go to a physic ward... So now he still continues to do his crap!!! I'm just so lost now. What can i do to make him understand how much i care about him? And all I'm trying to do is to keep him from making the wrong choices now. As he gets older its going to be harder for him or could end up dead or be a jail bird for the rest of his life. HE DOES NOT GET IT, yet anyway.... Well i think i have given you a very good idea to what i am having to deal with. thanks for reading this and if anybody has any good ideas, I would love to read about them. HUGS TO EVERYBODY!!!!! Stacy (hopefulsl)